It was to be my first day at the biochemistry lab of the biotech Department of NIT ,Durgapur.But as usual i was late and my entrance was a bit of embarrassing.
I was to the lab on time but as the teacher wasn't there I went downstairs to the Chemical Engineering department to have some water.When I returned to my department i was shocked when I didn't see any one of my classmates outside the lab.They were already into the lab And I came to know that in spite of coming on time was late to the sessional class.
As I entered the lab premise and said excuse me ma'am, the teacher there she said something which I couldn't hear actually and couldn't reply.The whole class was laughing at me.It was a feel that just drove me down into the earth ....so deep that I was thinking if I could ever manage to come up again.
To the height of embarrassment when the teacher said to come I started putting on the lab apron on the doors instead of getting into the class room.
So it goes that I totally messed up my entry at the lab...But as it the first ever lab of my career I find it quite cheerful..The rest of the period was cool and silent..
Monday, July 27, 2009
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Last day of my job...
Starting with it I thoght that working would be fun and I can also have something to say to my friends.Thoda bahut chamkaana bhi toh padta hai.
But as day passed,may be 3-4 weeks into my job I felt like boring..I just was counting my days and waiting for the day on which my two months will be completed and I will leave again for my home and to my college after ward..
So, the day came and I had only one day to spare at My office.I dont know why but I was all drifted and was feeling very low and didnt wanna leave it.
The first month into the job I didnt made any friends at my office...But next month all the employees were my friends and that was I think the the main reason for me feeling so bad about leaving the job.
Ya,it was today..At 7 pm I left the job and was crying my way back to my cabin.However I got the salary today but that to didnt seem to make any difference.Somehow I just didnt want to leave.
I realized that I have to leave it for my own good.Means are you nuts to spare your studies for a job...
The story goes...and it in the making continously.
Leaving job hurted so much..I cant make If i burst out crying tommorrow whaen I will be leaving ahmedabad after 2 long month and my best buddy Mandeep..
I hope I wud be able to keep myself...
Comfortably Numb Lyrics- Pink Floyd
Hello.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok.
Just a little pinprick. [ping]
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone home?
Come on, now.
I hear youre feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain,
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I need some information first.
Just the basic facts:
Can you show me where it hurts?
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I had a fever.
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I got that feeling once again.
I cant explain, you would not understand.
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Ok.
Just a little pinprick. [ping]
Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh!
But you may feel a little sick.
Can you stand up?
I do believe its working. good.
Thatll keep you going for the show.
Come on its time to go.
There is no pain, you are receding.
A distant ships smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin.
When I was a child I caught a fleeting glimpse,
Out of the corner of my eye.
I turned to look but it was gone.
I cannot put my finger on it now.
The child is grown, the dream is gone.
I have become comfortably numb.
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